the stupidest girl

Yesterday my girlfriend hypnotized me with the help of some files from the internet and a little bit of drugs. It was amazing and I loved it. I was totally out of it for about eight hours, basically until I went to bed. I knew who and where I was and basically what was going on, but I was seriously not thinking at all. I was a complete moron and I loved it.

I think we were both wondering if actually feeling stupid like that would make me panic and give up on the entire fantasy, but it did not. Honestly, it's kind of the opposite. I loved being like that so much, it made me that much more sure that I want more of it. We're going to try it again as soon as possible, and maybe for a longer time in the near future.

I'm still a little loopy this morning, and it's not enough but it's an exciting reminder.